Poems
by Sandy Beck

 
photo by Sharon Broderidge

Night is Black Saucer Eyes
 
in a turning head
seeing where you cannot.
Night is a community of scurriers
scratching at spilled seed and left-over suet.
 
Night is large ears that hear
a mouse's heartbeat thirty feet away.
Night is soft, silent wings
maneuvering through dogwood and magnolia,
gliding across a moon-bright lawn.
 
Night is sharp talons,
a beak that tears,
a feathery silhouette
devouring his prey.
 
Full-bellied and confident,
night calls lustily from a longleaf snag-
hooohooo-hoohoo, hoohoo-hoohooaw!
Courtship fills the icy woods.
 
Night drops beside her, swaying
from side to side, up and down.
He sidles along a branch, then
towards her again, raising each wing
feathers fluffed.
 
She bows her head for a gentle scratch,
then returns the favor herself.
Night pauses:
soft eyelids close;
striped bodies nuzzle.
 
This night is a barred owl.
 

 

Paddling the Wakulla River
 
I will build my nest
half under water,
the rest in woods
so you can breathe
the night winds
and be shaded
from the first hot rays--
the ones that strike
even before the river
begins to steam.
 
Half under water,
so we can lie
secretly and cool,
as the tall white heron struts
above us,
cottonmouth slinks
the length of cypress limb
and bright green lizard
melts into as bright
green leaf, drifting.
 
I will build my nest
half under water,
the rest in woods
so you can have
the biggest slice of moon,
any piece you choose--
you, wrapped beneath
in air and water,
always like a present
waiting.
 
 

Second Nature

An ectotone is a transitional community, an edge, where two ecosystems overlap. A rich, diverse place where trees, bugs, birds visit and share. Edge-dwellers are space travelers, explorers, ambassadors.
 
The edge is an educational place where
one gets a second chance, trading
a broken wing, a blinded eye
for ripe fruit or mice, already killed and laid out
side by side.
 
A tail-less 'possum yawns, sniffs
the air, and waddles
toward the peeled banana which she grabs
with both hands -- chewing, smiling,
and smacking
her lips all at once, as only a 'possum can -- then climbs
onto a tree stump, turns twice
 
and stretches on her side in the sunny spot, like
the black and white cat in the window
who has never run through the woods,
who has never chased squirrels or caught
lizard tails, but he watches them all
 
with one eye and dreams.
Barred owls click their beaks and swell
to twice their size as I pour
cool bath water and shovel
rat parts from the sand.
 
A tiny kestrel rips
at easy flesh, while lawn eyes study
her hooked beak, sharp talons, bobbing
head, and flicking tail -- a balancing act
with just one good wing.
 
The hawks stand tall, their long, red tails shimmering
in the morning sun. I turn
the hose in their direction, the largest
female drops her head back and opens her mouth.
Above their cage, two hummingbirds suckle
 
on a purple morning glory vine, then zoom --
back to the woods, hawk eyes still focused
on their shiny red throats.
 
I live at the edge -- where
woods and lawn meet, where wild things sometimes
forget their names.
 
Photo by Sandy Beck

Unnatural History

Red Watt raised his pet crow, Judas from a fledgling to become a live decoy
who lured thousands of unsuspecting crows within shotgun range.
 
Millions of crows flock to Fort Cobb, Oklahoma each year
to feast on peanuts that lay scattered after harvest time.
Hundreds of crow hunters also flock to Fort Cobb.
They bring decoys, blinds, shotguns,
 
and a well-rehearsed repertoire of crow language.
The distress call: seventy-five percent fall with it.
The come-back call: Look what I've found!
And the mourning call: for crippled or stone-dead comrades.
It's a battle of wits.
 
Red Watt, who comes all the way from Omaha, scores
between eighty and ninety thousand each year.
After forty-five years, his technique is smooth:
a good blind, lusty distress call, number nine shells,
 
and the Judas crow.
Mated pairs will always insure two-fers,
but multiple kills, Red says,
are his chief delight.
 
From his front porch, John James Audubon once watched
a single flock pass overhead -- three million each hour
for three days. They darkened the skies. Passenger pigeons,
he wrote, are the most abundant bird on our planet.
 
In the fall of 1808, E.V. Wilson led his annual
pigeon party to a hilltop near Frankfort, Kentucky.
The birds sprang upward from the tall grasses --
bright explosions of millions and millions of wings.
 
The sportsmen pointed their weapons skyward, ripping
small holes in mile-long fluttering ribbons
of slate blue and wine red.

 
Jimbo, a permanently disabled crow, who lives at St. Francis Wildlife.
Photo by Sandy Beck
 

Toward a Rebirth of Wonder in Fourth Generation Two Egg, Florida


As dawn exposes the bare bones
of winter pasture beside Lake Jackson,
a red-tailed hawk scans the fields
from the top of a cypress snag.
Travis C. Mills wakes with the sun
in his eyes - a barn door to fix,
firewood to split, possum to skin.
He reaches for his bag of Red Man.
 
The red tail spots a meadow mouse
at five hundred yards
and falls, a feathered projectile
slicing through air, then deep
into skin and muscle.
Travis C. Mills finds his cleanest
t-shirt, pulls up his overalls,
unchains the door, steps out
on the front porch and spits.
 
The hawk fans her tail and rounds
her wings. She is busy
concealing her breakfast
from a tree of noisy crows.
 
He reaches for his shotgun,
raises it to his shoulder
and blows her body
through the tall grasses.
 
One wing hangs
by a single bloody tendon-
the mouse,
still clenched in her talons.
"Lousy chicken hawks. What good are they?"
Travis C. Mills believes
chicken hawks get his chickens,
eagles kill his lambs,
osprey steal his trout,
turkey vultures spread disease,
and owls-well, they are the devil's
dark sisters. Vermin. All of them.
Vermin.
 
If only Mr. Mills
would go eyeball to eyeball
with a crippled hawk. Just once
look into her lightning eyes,
 
connect-being to being-
just once, feel her strange beauty
then ask
"What good is wonder?"

 
Red-tailed Hawk, "Jamaica," a permanently disabled
member of our Wild Classroom, is the victim of an illegal gunshot.
Photo by Lincoln Karim